My BestFriend is REGRET

Ang sabi nila never REGRET things that made you SMILE :'< i am KATKAT 21 years oLs stiLL not contented on what ive achived in my LIFE cause i have to pleased everyone and thats the role of my Goddamn Life, sa oras na ito i now REGRET things that ive never done siguro ngayon MASAYA ako. Seeing someone else happy makes me wanna CRY, like they say i have everything ive wanted but its up to me how to MOVE my Life up, do i have to pleased everyone in every single day of my Life i felt like i am left ALONE trying to PUSH everyone out of my Life i am down on my knees and it HURTS like hell, for the truth is i dont know what to do and i dont know what i want, i am a BIG MESS i am a BIG SHIT. i am NOT HAPPY i am NOT CONTENTED i hate what ive became i am not a selfish person i do not carry the world on my back but i feel i do hold the world on my back.